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~I'll survive somehow

It hits me tonight. I didn't realize that I'm still hoping for things to be like last time. I didn't realize that I’m still running away from the fact that we are over.

I did laugh and smile but when I reached home, I went to toilet and cry. I didn't know the exact reason why am i behaving like this because I thought I'm already begin to stand with my own feet once again. But I guess I'm wrong.

I occupy myself with things so that I can forget him. I overwork myself so that I feel tired and don’t think about him. But I guess it not working this time. I force myself so hard till I can’t sleep the whole night.

Somehow I feel so numb right now. I began to realize about everything and I’m going to crush that hope away and see this situation clearly and I need to face it.

Dear heart

Can you please be reasonable? Stop hoping and expects things to be your way. Seriously I’m tired of this. Please listen to brain will you and stop being stubborn. Please let it go.

Yours sincerely,

Your owner

get messed up today I'll be okay tomorrow ~
Friday, April 08, 2011 1:40 AM