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~it tears apart

Things always going out of control.
But what can i say i miss my friend whom i always close to.
Due to stupid anger we drift apart.
But seeing you in that situation make me feel angry and hurt.
I just really hope you can think carefully. All we want is seeing you happy. What the point doing something that makes u feel miserable. I know I don't have the right to say this but I just want you to be firm in whatever you doing. You are confuse and unsure what to do. Take a break my friend atleast do something that will make you smile whole heartedly. Trust me you will feel better. As a friend I'm still here although i know u feel awkward or still hurt because of my behaviour. Sorry.


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today training is kinda sloppy. Everyone looks tired n lazy haha. But overall we have a great game though. => Learn hitting today.. uwee`learn quite new things from nasa thankiu superstar :P haha and ya Thanks to ZQ for the x'mas present seriously i'm touched n surprise. Woah unexpected but anyway i love the present so much. I'm hugging it rite now. heee' kawaiiii ne! i mean the mini mouse bolster haha ayu ..u guess it right! lol



i don't know why i feel so blue right now, listen to all the slow korean song make it worst. Girls thingy i guess. I'm just wondering, how long my heart going to be like this. Getting colder each day. Just like people say, my heart is so stubborn and hard just like the rock. But deeply in my heart..struggling and ask for someone to help me from falling. Anw I'm happy the way I am now. I love all my friends. Thanks for being so caring towards me. I can feel that love keep on pouring towards me without failing. I'm lucky to have u all in my life. Thanks. and ya merry x'mas to those who celebrating although i'm not. haha. Goodnight everyone!

get messed up today I'll be okay tomorrow ~
Friday, December 25, 2009 2:13 AM