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What wrong~




these few days i've been spending my time thinking... too much things in my head right now till sometimes i behave as if i'm sick mentally LOL





wake up in the afternoon~ strum the guitar with few chords to make it better... at least theres sound coming out -_-'' ahaks





listen to my mp3 ~ till fall asleep and thn wake up grab a book n pencil.. sketch something till become a character ~





listen to music again... till it time to break-fast hahahah





tat was yesterday...





today wake up.. getting ready and there out i go to national library.. yeah since young i love going library and yeah love to go alone.. i knw u wanna call me book worm? nerd? emo? go ahead~ ahaha cos that me





going library make my mind calm.. finding books so that i can read during this long holidays and yeah theres a book about guitar for dummies hahaha hopefully that helps me ...





mama say i look skinnier my face look like drug addict and i dont find it true cos someone say my cheek look like i keep foods in there -______-'''''' like an hamster...





mama put alot of foods in my plate today theres fish chickenss and the rice is more than i usually eat.. ouh man~ i force myself to eat till finish~ but still i love u mama





i don't know my head feel like it gonna explode... maybe i shudnt think about it and it irritates me more when comes to think about a person with two faces.


IT SUCKS~ go away u are not any one so why must i treat u like one?





okay forget about that ... well i just dont know i just so confuse right now ... u know the feeling of u want but u cant? nah nevermind i think no one understand cos i myself don't...





and oh ya bout my the other day entry i wanna edit my error here.. it kueh DADA not kueh Baulu... my bad~ hahaha so yeah kueh dada hudgens hahaha k stop it with the hudgens thingy..





i know someone is laughing now.. stop smiling especially those who at werkplace people will thought u mentally ill





like me.. hahaha





how i wish people will be straight forward instead of hiding their feelings.. just say it out... trust me u will feel better.. don't worry about the outcome aite..





haha k till here i guess




ms geek signing off ~

get messed up today I'll be okay tomorrow ~
Thursday, September 03, 2009 9:47 PM