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Not again...

my darlz DELL in ICU AGAIN.. i know u angry with me darling.. but hey i wanna say big thanks to u.. wee u gonna get a new friend so u wont be lonely anymore yeah pinkie fujitsu coming soon! already order through online but damn i don't know how the procedure goes.. how i gonna make the payment n how i gonna get my lappie? anyone knows? help me..yaite!

and yeah gonna make an appointment on monday check up for my darling DELL hopefully u gonna get well soon aite.. And big thanks to DAD!! thankiu for letting me buy another laptop n yeah u too mum although u nag n nag but still u aggree!
weee~

so now u gonna seee me seldom blog n online.. n yeah gonna take this chance to MIA for a moment..
find myself back.. n yeah i'm sick again..
lately i'm so weak lost appetite damn.. y cant i just get over this..
i admit i cried yesterday night..
i dont know..

people always say i'm strong enough..
people might see i'm smiling widely..


but deep in my heart.. it freaking hurt.. take a lifetime to heal..
forcing myself to be happy is the worst thing ever
but i need to do it...

keep watching me fall..

i'm freaking fed up with myself now.. i wanna be alone ..



ps: i wish for ur happiness... sincerely from my heart ...

get messed up today I'll be okay tomorrow ~
Saturday, April 11, 2009 11:56 PM