`When the rain comes~

Ema Jane

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MA FEELING?

At last get to blog again..i miss blogging..yeah now i can blog in peace.. i just dont know why but when he say that ma English sucks did hurt ma heart somehow.. although i already forgive him..but than for this moment i just update this blog for myself..

well.. where should i start..hmmm..
ok here we go..since that day we quarrelling.. till now i feel that we acted differently.. i realise that we dont talk much.. but than it just kinda hurt when i see he talk to anna on the phone when he was with me.. n it seems that she can make him happy...and i feel like whenever i try to start a conversation it alwaes gonna stop halfway it either he keep quiet or he change topic. Maybe patience is all i need.Not only that.. it kinda frustrated n so fed up especially there must alwaes a gal try to get to know him n contact with him..how i wish i can throw ma jealousy in the sea forever...haiz.. i dont know whenever i tried to be happy but it always turn out the other way..n ya i tend to keep all this feeling deeply in ma heart.. the only place i can let it out is here.. ma blog.. sometime it hard to understand a gals feeling.. whenever we told them tat we jealous but than it seems that they keep doin it.. n the point is we wont get jealous if u guys didnt do anything that make gals so curious or in a sudden u guys change...
Right now i fucking hate maself hate ma feeling.. n rite now i try to clear ma mind.... try to put things in positive way...just need to trust him..let it be..just give in.. anything that makes him happy.if talking to anna make him happy let it be.. if the gals get to know him calling him smsing him just let it be as long as i know.. i will never leave him..cos he love me only..n he promised not to leave me...tat would be enuf...

get messed up today I'll be okay tomorrow ~
Thursday, August 09, 2007 1:09 AM